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i could have took it not so hardly .
prejudice simply affects how u perceive things .
duh , why else it's called prejudice ._..
whatever , i swear i'm in my BEST of mood !
i need to control my thoughts , lest it becomes an action .
grahs .

i'm glad i'm trying to study for mid-years .
&i mean doing my revision papers .
BUT right now , i'm stoning right in front of the laptop -.-

let's have this cool down period...
till the end of my mid-years .
till then , u might jus realise i dont mean anyth to u .
great .


realised i didn blog for really long .
too busy &tired.
been slping super early .
havent exactly chatted over the phone for some time ;
been displeased with stuffs..
yeah .
it's what i call lack of communication .
i dont see future , not to mention forever .

so i guess ppl in class are saying that seowrong mug until hionghiong alrdy.
hahs i havent let myself down in the tests :]
i sweared for the A1s for sciences i think ?
okay , mid-years JIAYOUS
lols.

i need to exercise .


i jus realise how i haven't gotten myself over it .

i tried to avoid seeing it .
but hey that's not facing the problem .

idontknow .
i thought i felt alright ,
but i thought i am wrong .
hais !


it was as though i had a one week long holiday .
still coughing , still sore throat .
hahs but i'm not restricting myself to food !!
eating is beautiful but also sinful ._.
grahhs .

i still got chem test ;/
but i'd get over and done with by tmr !
people , hints hints ?
haha !

must start mugging for mid-years !!
in order to not secure a TWO POINT something gpa ?
yeahh..

( i hope...? )
no emo-ing
no boyf is priority
no overnight mahjong sessions
yeah , not until exam are over.......

no-life .


people , i'm fine (:
everyth is &would be so long as there's a will to want things a certain way.
some ask why would i even want such a guy ;
some defended him &tell me many "maybe(s)"
it's been that long but i still dont understand him .
i mean , to understand a person takes much more time and effort .
shouldn't place too high hopes .

there's such a promise .
i would love to believe in u ;
yet at the same time , i have to worry abt u breaking it .
i know u wouldn't (with me around) ,
but i have troubles .
troubles finding that trust in you to not break the promise when i'm not around .

&it's all 'cuz recently , too many things have happened to make me lose that trust in you.

although so , i know i still love you .
forgive &forget


didnt go to school today .
my attendence hasn't been really nice this year :x
tsktsk....

had a really bad headache.
suffered almost an equivalent to insomnia .
grahs .
thus , no sch for seowrong today .
ohwells , i doubt i miss alot of stuffs .
except for that math test !
blahs ;

我只差在没有勇气和你永别.


*rants , jus stop reading on*

a selfish low-life bitch .
it seems like , there's nv a day we could lead our lives peacefully
w/out quarrels .
or rather , w/out me having to pick fights .

all's my fault .
even finding fault with u puts me in the wrong .
everyth's women's fault , 'cuz we're simply women .

when husband goes out with friends , woman follow ;
when wife goes out with friends , guy finds their own activities .
haha it's never the other way round .

langarts lessons on gender are bad .
it brainwashes the mind .
it made me feel disgusted towards males .
'cuz all they ever wanted was to satisfy their needs &nothing else .
they only think about themselves .

so yes , as women , we should be sacrificing creatures .

uh-huh , i have no time for u .
there'll never be

yeah no freedom .
tied down .
women are sensitive and too overly jealous human .
hate it each time i have to worry abt this and that
&annoyingly , woman dont gang up against man .
i hate you you and you .
and the reason behind it was u .
why should this even happen uh.
i should love them since they like/love u :]
we have similar likings &we ought to be good friends.....
i should hate u instead .
when they call u or whatsoever ,
it's their fault 'cuz u cant control over it .
u see , it has nothing to do with the guy .
otherwise , it becomes my fault 'cuz of my restrictions .
why should i bother anyth abt u

please don't smoke ;
please don't frequent the pubs ;
please don't *whatever it is* ;

it's all pointless anyway .
at the end of the day , u reap a great deal of words turning on deaf ears &pack of lies.
life sucks , totally..


so friday was physics test right ?
yeahh...
hope i dont do badly :X

i wasn't home since friday i went to sch till like some hours ago !
hahs damn zai right !
had mahjong but i fell asleep halfway..
blahs ;

my legs hurt .
my hemstring , my "idk-what-place-is-that-called"
rawrrrrrrr !

next week got math test &chemistry ._.
&i desperately need to pull up my gpa ;/
sighs*

i'm like blogging for the sake of it ._.

leejunjie ,
sometimes we need to pause &think about what we truly want.
reflect &it makes us better .


&no matter how much u try ,
u can nv succeed erasing a part of ur memory .

we all want to forget the unhappy stuffs that happened ,
but when something triggers it ,
u rmb it all over agn .

do you realise how deeply u've hurt me ?

sighs*

there's physics test tmr !
i only got a freaking c6 for the prev test &i freaking need a A1 !
what's the best part abt it ?
i haven't started hardcore mugging ._.
jiayous !!!!!!
i need some motivation , much more determination and no distractions .